sumthing to tink about

..specially created for a guy...


kadang-kadang akibat sayangkan seseorang
tu kita agak menyeksa dia..
kita gunakan perkataan sayang untuk
kongkong dia..
kita gunakan perkataan sayang untuk
buli dia..
kita cakap i love you..
supaya dia ikut kemahuan kita..
kita cakap saya cinta awak
untuk tunjuk dia kat kawan2 kita..
kita cakap "u are the one and the last"
sebab dia ada kepentingan untuk kita
kita cakap i need u
sebab kita perlukan bantuan dia
kita cakap saya sayang awak
sebab tak de yang sudi melainkan dia
kita ucap kata cinta
sebab kita rasa waktu tu dia perlukan
perkataan itu..

tak boleh ke..
kita cakap bila kita betul-betul
maksudkan perkataan tu..
dan kalau dah tak de rasa tu..
cakap terus terang dan jangan memaksa diri
sebab bila kita memaksa diri untuk
bercinta sedangkan dah tak de hati..
si dia yang masih cinta kat kita akan
mula mendesak dan menyebabkan CINTA dia
tu menyesakkan diri kita..
so let it go..
dont hold it..
it just a waste of time...

p/s: be honest jangan gantung anak orang
tak bertali..sebab tali tu maybe akan
membelit kawan2 anda sama...THINK ABT
OTHER PPL'S RIGHT N FEELINGS
please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kucing bengal rock_kapakk

dis were a few pictures of bengal cat yg dimiliki oleh rock_kapakk
enjoy watching..... :)
comei gle...sampai cair hati i tgk die...hehehe

COOLNESS

my life without u

bbaby..
we miss u so much...
please come home..
please.....
we luv u baby...
:(





after a week losing our baby..we finally manage 2 get another cat..we called it mAcHo..he's damn cute..n surprisingly..its a kind of endangered spesies...sy rs sangat bersalah kerana menjadikan kucing ini s our pet..we bought it at a pasar only for rp 115,ooo..around rm 75 la..later dat day,when i got back..i was surfing d internet n i found out dat mAcHo is actually known as leopard cat,or in english, its a bengal cat,n currently left 4 of them!!
wow...im gonna be in big trouble if mAcHo die..yikes!!
here r details bout my cat:
http://www.bigcatrescue.org/leopard_cat_photos.htm

finally.....no more xm for dis semester

ok..
xm finished!
hmmm....x rase happy pon...
like i still hav 20 more papers to go..hehe
actually...not feeling very happy coz im not going back 2 msia..
my prends were rilli xcited to finished their xm coz they r going home..... :(
hmmm....
im lonely...plus my bf sekarang rilli annoying!!!!!!!!
hate **him 4 dat...
there goes my 2 months of holiday.....
disaster!!!

*actually...not dat disasterla...its juz a misunderstanding...silly me ;p*

2more 2 go

ok erie..
chaiyok2...
only 2 more papers kay..
hehe...
cant wait 2 celebrate my independent day.....
haha...celebrate...hav nothing in mind...
d only thing in my mind is juz my gemilang's member..
hanging out 2gather....organise parties like they used to when theres a lot of prends coming home...
makan2....
shopping2....
hmm....jelessssnnnyyyyyyeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why cant i go back???
im gonna mis all dat fun!!!!!haiya.....
hmmm...nevermind erie..calmdown...
maybe next time..or next year...u'll be there...
cheer up!hehe

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I WANNA GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my 2nd celebrity look-alikes

i'm enjoying doing this!!haha

my celebrity look-alikes

WELCOME TO MY ROOM...

hehe...ok everybody...dis is my room in malang..

amacam???
nice??
sempit??
colourfull??
hehe...
i like my room soooooooooooo much....even room ni sangat panas di siang hari..
emm..actually..dis picture was taken time i x kemas bilik..hehe
amacam??bersepah x??
hehehehe
u can see my pillows n dolls bersepah2(wan my pinky bear,bang nudin my cat,lulu my tiger,lily my kitten,dolly my white dog n not forgotin' bean my small teddy right inside my rak buku)..kayak dalam zoo..haha..
n my telekung was not properly lipat...
then...ha!if u guys perasan la..right on top of my laptop case..theres a bunch of roses...my bf gave me..haha*big smile*
hmm...actually ade lg sekuntum ats rak buku..dat also he gave me..hehehe

jalan2 di sekitar batu~coban rondo

like i promise..
more pichas been added..
hehehe





more pichas will be added sooner...
coz skarang i feel like going to d toilet to ****
hahahaha
sabar ya rakan2..
hehehe

On VaCATION

trip to bromo
dis trip was fantastic!!!!!!cant wait to go again!
hehe..

UMNO dinner nite at Surabaya

rilli malas nk write panjang2..i'll juz put some pictchas..
ahaks!

THE XM IS JUZ AROUND THE CORNER...

so...i guess i better off n pegi study..
d finals is juz another 3 weeks starts from 2day..
n i havent studied properly yet..
aiya..
erie...smangat2!!
afta finals u got 2 month holidays!!!ho...yeah..
but..
am i going back??!!
dont noe yet..
coz if i blk ..then after 1 month ,is already hari raya..but then cuti juz 2 weeks..
x kan x blk kot hari raye....hmm..
shud i sacrifice my 2 months holiday to be home during raya eve..
or shud i enjoy my 2 months holiday n then kesepian di pagi raya...*sob..sob*
or myb i shud juz balik je both holidays(:p)~~~~~mummy..anakmu kayaknya mau habis'in uang mu..haha~~~~

wat happened 2day

today i played futsal..haiya..manyak penat..hehe
then i studied...a bit la..coz rilli cant concerntrate much..
keep wondering wat was my syg wuz up to..didnt sms me for a day...
nevermind..i get it..u r angry with me coz smalam i buat muke monyok....
hmm...i've tried 2 settle down dis thing..but he doesnt want to..
so we end up ignoring each other..
tout i'll met him during futsal...unfortunately he didnt show up..
i'm supposed 2 practise keyboard..but i didnt coz my keyboard was in his room...
n i juz cant be there at dis momment..wat shud i do..
haha...
its been 3 days i didnt practise my keyboard...gosh!!
now..my syg wud probably at hospital..coz he has to 'jaga' 2nite..
all d best syg..
even we r not talking 2 each other..
but i will alwiz remember u..
u can sms me when u r board..."ya rite"
ok..till ere..
going out for dinner wit my friend.
daaa....
i miss u syg..
*muah*

KAULAH SEGALANYA

kaulah kekasihku..
cinta yang ku ungkapkan
kehadiran dirimu menyinari..
mekar semua hatiku..

kau lukis hidupku..
kau hias hatiku..
kau sambut cintaku
tulus ikhlas suci hatimu kasih..

* kaulah segalanya...
yang menyinari hidupku kasih
hanya satunya...
yang ku cintai...

sambutla cintaku...
jangan kau pergi dari sisiku
cintaku padamu...
ikhlas sejati....

hulur tanganmu kasih
sambut cintaku...
jangan tinggalkan daku
sorang diri
tak sanggup lagi dilukai...

maafkan daku..
jika salahku...
peristiwa yang pernah ku alami dulu
aku tahu...
betapa pahitmu...
menerima sejarah hidupku..

*

cintaku padamu...
ikhlas sejati...

lovesick mode

how i wish we r happy couples sayang...
how i wish...
hmm.....
what shud i do...
nothing seems 2 be rite...
we cant even maintained our relation 2 be happy for more than 3 days...
it juz wont last..
what shud i do...
im confused...
i hate giving up..
but u juz made me..
u forced me without realising it...
how could u syg..
how could u....

handbag mood

found dis gorgeous handbag from achah's blog..
dammn rilli cute...
price GBP 25..
nga...nga....
alangkah indahnye jika sy mempunyai uang yg melimpah-limpah..
azreen..saye juge mahu handbag ini!!!!!!

NGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...........................

waaaaaaaaaaaa....
dis beg rilli drives me nut la...
nk beli...nk beli....
naakkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!

today's plan

bath at 7 o'clock
dress up at around 7.45..
wait 4 my sayang 2 pick me up
be at pasar around 8..
then be back at wisma m'sia arond 8.30
starts cookin for my sayang..today's menu is tom yam..nyum2..
then eat around 1o..
my sayang wud be sleeping coz he didnt get his sleep last nite..n i wud be studyin for my final...nga...nga.....dat wud b e around 11
zohor
continue studying...
around 3 my sayang wud be awake...
asar
practising my keyboard..
my sayang wud be getting ready to go jamming with his prends...
n i might be following him...
but i feel like...malaslaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hehe
so i might be lepakin di wisma playing with my baby(my cat)
maghrib
watch movie n dinner
back 2 my cost...
bath
sleep for a while..
then wake up late nite 2 study(ya rite)
heheheehe..
hmm...
im better off pegi mndi
;D

keyboard

today's keyboard lesson sangatla susah..
my jari was like terkehel juz nk tekan d rite chord..
waaa...so damn berbelit2...
how come theres people yg leh maen keyboard in dis world huh??
n how come they can invent dis kind of instrument..
i rilli wonder..coz u noe wat...
we cant juz play dis keyboard..our fingering sangat berperanan penting...
theres alwiz dat particular finger for every chord ..
haiya??
everything hav 2 memerised...
medical subject pon x dapat nk memerised..inikan pula chord keyboard..
haha
erie...chayuk2
i noe u can do it..
hehe
juz hope dat ur teacher can sabar with u la....
klu x..mybe he dh tarik diri dr ajar u..
haha..

newey...teacher...
ur voice was SUUPEER SEDAP!!!!

One More To Go....

Finally....2morrow is my last paper..dentistry..
at 1 o'clock..
hmm...seems dat i've lots of time 2 study...hehe
rilli hope 2 score dis last paper..
then...
saye nk ronggeng puas 2 ngan kerp d jogja..YEAH!!!
wOndering...wats d best date..juz realise dat i got quite a long holiday starting 16-20...hmm..ke nk g ronggeng cpt sket..4-6..(MAY)
HMM....cant get any decision yet..
haha...
jogja..here i come!!!

exam VS on9

bal!!
haha...like u said yesterday...
tgn kite menjadi gatai nk on9..especially time exam week...haha
damm...from last nite,im busy updating my blog...upload fotos....
chatin' wit everyone...
aiya...pdhal...
di hari2 biase saya sangat la malas nk on9...
inikan pula nk memblogkan diri...
ish...dis cant be happening 2 me....
kuang....kuang....
erie....!!!!!
dont be lazy la... 2morrow u got paper at 8 o'clock okay...
cepatla study!!!!
haiyo!!!

perfume: the story of a murderer

any1 hav watch dis movie??
do tell me bout it coz im lookin 4ward 2 watch dis movie.. :)

another boring saturday

at dis momment...i juz wanna hug my dubly dably porch...
hmmmm....rilli miszz u kitty...
hope u were ere wit me...
rilli wanna hug u....

AaAAAaAaAaaAaA

tomorrow exam!!!!!!!
aAaAaAaaAaAAaAaaAaAA
wish me luck guys!!

being a burfday gurl

hehe...
its my birthday...today..(4 april)
n..im getting old...
waaaaa....im already 22???!!!!
can't believe it....felt dat im juz 12 i guess..??
x sedar diri btol...
ok..d fact dat im already 22...hav i dont sumthin dat rilli worth for a living??
hav i...??
macam x mencukupi je lagi..hehe
22 means...sy sudah kesuntukan masa meg'enjoykan diri..
rilli!
so..wat im gonna do now is..
'ENJOY!!!!!!'
while u can...
hehehe..

being a burfday gurl

hehe...
its my birthday...today..(4 april)
n..im getting old...
waaaaa....im already 22???!!!!
can't believe it....felt dat im juz 12 i guess..??
x sedar diri btol...
ok..d fact dat im already 22...hav i dont sumthin dat rilli worth for a living??
hav i...??
macam x mencukupi je lagi..hehe
22 means...sy sudah kesuntukan masa meg'enjoykan diri..
rilli!
so..wat im gonna do now is..
'ENJOY!!!!!!'
while u can...
hehehe..

BLURGH...

HMM...
another post of mine...
but still bout irritatin',unpleasant , stressfull moment..
juz now we got farewell party for our senior..abg chen..
everyone wuz so bz lately..so..left me 2 incharge everythin'
it's not dat im not bz..i am damm bz..but i juz feel responsible coz im one of d so called AJK PKPMI..
well,i juz hope my simple plan will do juz fine..
unfortunately..some of us being so selfish n unresponsible..until all of our plans x jd..
its turn out 2 be d most disaster farewell party...
damm!!!juz feel so damm dissapointed wit my juniors,my batch n everyone..
people will blame me for wat had happened..
but its totally unfair..it wasn't me okay..
if 'A' DO HIS JOB PROPERLY N AHLI DTG ONTIME..
everythin' wud be perfect!
our farewell party wud be fantastic...not fhantatstic like juz now..
rilli hate dis people...
hate them so much..
they were so unsporting n boring
plus sellfish..n..

APRIL FOOL DAY

its april fool day...
but people ere didnt celebrate it like we used 2 during our primary school..
y eh??
mybe we're old enof to stop doing those stupid things...rilli meh??
i dont think so...
i wanna do sumthin..
but dont noe wat..huhu
people ere are damm boring n skema...
they don't like stupid jokes...
they will say"im a doctor okay...n u r too...so act like one"
huh....come on la...
dont stressed up ur life...
get a life dude...
its not dat doin' stupid jokes makes u not a doctor...
wat la dis people..

meet my hubby :>

for those yg blom penah meet my bf..
dats him...
my boyfriend...
ikhwan..
i call him abg wan coz he's older than me..
a year older..

a new beginning

greetings everyone...
dis is my opening post...
hehe....it tooks me days to create dis blog...
it's not bcoz i dunno how to create one...
i'm juz lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....
haha..if its not bcoz of kerp...
i might not hav crate dis blog...
thanks 2 kerp...hehe
like i told kerp a day b4...
my first post wud be..
"erie yang kesepian"hehe..
sound stupid but im gonna post it!!
juz wait n see....
:>